Hell if I know

I thought we were perfect
That fate had given in
As we battled through the storms
We could claim that win

Through the harsh breakers
Our efforts paid out
Now we could be together
Without that shadow of doubt

You brought me joy
You put a flower in my hair
It was the happiest day of my life
But the last day you'd care

My sunshine went out
My universe went dark
When you told me how you felt
You stomped out my heart

I guess I was wrong
To trust and to feel
To hear those words from you
I know that pain is real

I was fine before you
I'll be fine again
Despite your best efforts
This isn't my end

But everywhere I see you
My heart shatters once more
Just the same as that night
Just the same as before

There's a saying I read
About a ship in its home
That a ship is meant to sail
But I guess I'll sail it alone.